"Stress Over Powers"

Sometimes stress is hard to describe. Sometimes I feel like its hard to try. Sometimes I feel like I want to cry. Somehow I always realize that its important that I'm alive. I can't always cope with my situations Its just like dealing with obstacles you were born to face with I can't help but think this is a dream Wait no, I know this is not what I pictured myself to be Every morning I think about how far I've made it I can't just pretend that none of it even happened I'm in a complete black hole Food stop being an option when I realized how difficult it was to be grown Sheesh who would've thought I'll be this mad at the world Ignoring those who love me and acknowledging those who understands me.

"Don't Become Who Hurt You"

I'm sitting here working on who I wanna be. I'm trynna think if I should be that chick who he hates or be that lady that he wish to have. I mean it takes deep thought and frustration. I promise you I'm just trynna make it, please give me that chance with no hesitation. I just wanna think back on all the bullsh*t & be like I could've did it but I had the strength to forgive the old you and become a new me. I could never forgive myself if I was this angry and depressed person you made me. I can finally look in the mirror and say thank you, you made me. This smile was full of frowns and unknown decisions. I can admit my happiness has pushed me forward in life. I can admit that I accomplished something. Remember that box I used to live in? I forgot to tell you I left it & found my soul outside the door.

"Helpless"

Pour it all out cuhs you said that you was Show me something different cuhs you promise you would I don't even know If I should care I seriously pretend like you were never here I'm living my life like you said I could But remember that time we was in the woods when you showed me something I never understood I I promise I learned from every bit and I told you I was never gonna quit Who in they right mind can make me feel this way Sometimes I feel I was lead in astray It doesn't matter now I got it all together now You should thank me for making you believe in yourself Because you practically hated yourself Disrespected yourself and dislocated where there was help

"Where'd you go"

Why'd you leave me when you promised you'll stay. How come you begged me knowing it was fake I wish you'll see these fiery eyes I promise to disappear with another guy I'm always appreciated at the end of the day I don't need love when I know you wont stay I'm picture perfect without the extra baggage I promise you'll need me I promise you'll regret it I can seek something different I can dig for something better I don't want any diamonds Shit, not even a wedding I can sit and enjoy the scenery Like water flowing in the ocean and me and the new bae coasting & there you was all along.

"She"

Dark room, dark nights with no lights I still imagine and dream if this right I may have imperfections but it takes perfection to be who you are. I am who I am. A woman is made to be classy but some of us aren't always classified to be those women. I, on the other hand prefer to be portrayed as a lady who has standards but not so much classy. She refuse to be looked at like she's Michelle Obama when in reality she's a Marilyn Monroe. Now she isn't a hoe but she isn't afraid to reveal her beauty either. She, loves the attention and appreciates the affection. Then again, who is she under it all, just another complexion? Or a human flesh in the making?